Day 5 without him

pgi ini bgn" lgsung kgrj, mmohon maaf bwt kslhan yg kmare krn ud boongin ortu prah bgt, smbil sekongkolan sma si "cicoo" jg haha.. plg grj bkin tgs, nyalin catetan n maen fb smbil chat sm si "kko" ngmgin tntang "Mr.R" gt d, wah vhgia bgt rsanya, agak sdih jg si klo inget saat" dy pgi tgl 4 agustus kmaren jem 6 di terminal 2 gate 2D, hiks rsanya sdihh bgt, jd pgn nangis lg huhu.. ud gt sorenya gw jlan" sm ortu k senci, mkan tutti frutti enak bgt >.< jd pgen lg d.. n dr smw kbhgiaan gw hri itu, 1 hal yg tb" bkin gw DOWN bgt, saat itu jem 9an gw ud drmh lg dduk dmeja bljr nunggu si "cicoo" slsai mnd, smbil nunggu sms blsan dr "Mr.R" jg, gk lma dy bls, hri itu tuh dy abis pg jlan" sxan knalan sma tmen" brunya, dy blg dy lg d mrt, jd gw tpon d, n trnyta dy ud smpe d hostel, ud sneng d gw akirnya bs tponan n bs dgr suara dy lg, haiss miss him soo muchh.ud gt gw bru tponan sma dy btr, gk lma dy blg "ud dlu y, ntar lg br tponan" n dy matiin gt aja, what??!! i'm feeling likely i'm going crazy thinkin bout him, all i ever wanted is just to hear his voice, tapi?? everything just didn't go on as i wish,, sdihh T_T, tp yasudalah, gw tw koq dy lg sbuq dgn byk hal dtmpat brunya. well n gk lma stlah itu dy sms, dy blg dy lg ngjain ssuatu bwt smu, y ud lah gw jg hrs sabar gk bole cengeng dkit" nangis n ksel, abis gmn lg dy kan jg sbuq dgn kul nya, trlbih dy kul d univ elit gt, jd mw gk mw y sbar aja.
smoga dy gk nglupain gw,, love him always~